bakit nga?!

simple realization:

bakit may mga bagay na gusto tayong makuha pero kung tutuusin ay nandyan naman sa tabi mo ang bagay na kailangan mo? bakit kailangan mo pang paghirapan para lang makuha ito? at bakit pag andyan na sayo, darating yung time na sasabihin mo na lang na, "ayaw ko na dito". hindi ito ang gusto ko, "pede bang ibalik yung bagay na andyan sa tabi ko na di ko pinahalagahan?".

narealize ko lang, bakit nga ganun? hanap tayo ng hanap ng mga bagay na magpapasaya sa atin e sa tutuusin nman e andyan lang yun sa tabi-tabi di lang natin pinapansin. bakit kailangan pa nating pahirapan ang sarili natin para lang makuha ito? nakakasakit pa tayo para lang makuha ito pero di natin alam na pede naman na hindi tayo makasakit kung mapapansin lang natin ang mga bagay na sa tingin natin ay di mahalaga pero sya palang magbibigay sa atin ng tunay na kaligayahan.

ganun din daw sa love,

may mahal ka na hindi ka mahal at may nagmamahal sayo na handang ibigay sayo ang lahat pero di mo naman napapansin. bakit nga daw ganun?

bakit hindi na lang yung mahal mo ai mahal ka? bakit kelangan na yung hindi mo gusto ang mahal ka? mahirap pero kailangang tanggapin na may mga bagay na ganun talaga.

siguro nga, kaya yun ginawa ni Lord para marealize natin na hindi lahat ng gusto natin ay nakukuha natin. tinuturuan din tayo na pahalagahan ang mga bagay na meron na tayo at wag ng maghangad pa ng labis.

what if?

Let say, "what if?"

1. what if your the most richest person in the world?

- how can you walk in the streets w/out worries that you will be rob? how can you appreciate your friend when you think that they are only your friends because of your money? how will you be happy if everything you do is just because of your money?

2. what if your the most famous person in the world?

-how can you hangout w/ ur friends when everytime you step out on your house, paparazzi always follows you? how can you be happy if your friend uses you bcoz your famous? how can you be happy?

3. what if you have the most beautiful face?

-how can you face the world w/ full of pride but you know when they asked you about yourself you cannot answer bcoz your hiding something? how can you go out if people are talking about you about those rumors that's not true bcoz of your beauty? how can you be happy if people only appreciate your beauty? how?

4. what if your the smartest person in the world?

-how can you express yourself when all the things that you do always includes mathematical equations, scientific processes, how world was created? etc. how can you be happy when a simple question that uses only common sense, you wasnt able to answer? how?

5. what if you have everything, the fame, the wealth, the beauty and the knowledge?

-yes, you have everything. but will you be happy if that person you truly wish to love you, doesnt love you back? will you be happy if he loves someone else? will you be happy if everything is yours except for his heart? will you be happy waking up in this castle knowing that when you wake up everything is yours except for you prince charming/princess? yes, you have everything but the one who will completes your life, do you have him? is he yours?

** its just what if, but what if it true?

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masakit :(

nakakasakit na!

i need to accept reality :(

ganun daw tlga e. so how?

is changing will be the answer?

but i dont know how to change. bcoz i think i'm okay,

maybe i dont have the problem.

someone, somebody, them or whoever needs to change and not me.

this feeling will pass.

i hope so.

SOOONNN!

- tomorrow, i'll be better. :D ].